Everyone has good days. But everyone has bad days too. If you do what you like to do, and things happened to be fine, you may say that you have a good day. Therefore, a good day for is when I can sew something and also when I can do some crafts. But not all my days are like that. There are some days that are not so beautiful.
Lately, I feel my body aches. It hurts a lot. I feel fatigue although I have slept well the night before. I feel dizzy and have double vision on my right eye and weakness on my right leg, also, I have balance problems, lack of coordination; and I feel my brain swollen, besides that, I am feeling depress too.
That is when I put my sewing apart and take a nap until I feel in a good mood to sew again.
Lately, I am doing alright, I am taking all my meds, also I am going to see the Psychiatric, to the Psychologist, to the neurologist; I am going to bed early and taking a nap in the afternoons; I am doing all things in order to feel better.
But, I still wonder if this exists only in my mind.
After a MRI (Magnetic Resonance Image), Evoked potential test and Spinal Tap, I have been told that it might be Multiple Sclerosis.
It seems that some parts of my body does not receive instructions from the central nervous system, which controls everything the body does.
Lately, I am having good days, but today I started to feel bad again and the dizziness and my leg weakness returned to visit me again. The symptoms come and go away...sometimes they stay a while and sometimes they go in a few days. To return again later. Sometimes, these symptom forget that I exist and this is when I feel completely happy and start sewing again and finishing my projects, my pajamas, my dresses for girls. And I can say: "I had a good day today".
Lately, I am not working.
Lately, I am sewing some pajamas to sell.
Lately. I am trying to learn from my bad days. And from them I have learned that misfortune sometimes comes along with many blessings.
Lately, I am trying to feel better.
Now, I am trying to live one day a time. Past is gone, Future is uncertain. The only thing that is real is PRESENT. And I am trying to concern less in the future and focus in the day I am living now, at the moment. Tomorrow, for sure, is another day, with its own problems. One day at the time is enough for me.
Searching the net for a video of John Lennon about his song "One Day at the Time" I found this video clip and really liked it; consequently, I am going to share it with you. Independently, whether you believe in God or not, this is a beautiful song to hear.
Thank you for visiting my blog. I do appreciate it.
Million of pink stars for you.
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